tanha hun!!!

meri hansi ne gar tuzko hasaya hai
tere hansi par hi
maine apna dard bhulaya hai

darya sa chanchal tha
mai tere pyar mein
tanhai ne muze sagar banaya hai

gar koi dard ho siney me to mujhme mila dena
dard ki bundo ko sametkar hi
mera dil banaya hai

Sandip

Milogee Nah!!

kahan kahan udate rahe hai humm
hawa ke sang kabhi, kabhi sukhe patto ke sang
kabhi parindo ke sang, kabhi rut ke sang

kahan kahan bahate rahe hai humm
kabhi sagar ke sang, kabhi darya ke sang
kabhi oss ke sang, kabhi barish ke sang

milte rahe hai fir bhi humm
kabhi kushbu ke sang, kabhi fulon ke sang
kabhi chandni ke sang, kabhi taro ke sang

kitne bhi badle mousam
par milte rahenge humm
kabhi ees janam kabhi uss janam
par milte rahenge humm.
Sandip

Wo bhee ek daurr tha...

jab kabhi dil dil se takraya hai
dil ke tutne ka wo daurr yad aaya hai
bikhre tukdon ko jab sameta
wohi kamsin nazar aaya hai
jab kabhi dil dil se takraya hai
lakh minnato se jo na mana tha
uska bholapan yad aaya hai
jab kabhi dil dil se takraya hai
kitna manga tha usko khuda se bhee
sajda wo bhi kam na aaya hai
jab kabhi dil dil se takraya hai
jab kabhi dil dil se takraya hai
dil ke tutne ka wo daurr yad aaya hai

Sandip

Mai ab wo nahi!

kabhi lagta hai
saye mein julfo ke soun ye meri kismat hi nahi
pyar ke wo chand panne jindagee ki kitab mein nahi

ek arse tak ranj raha kisiki bewafai ka
ab lagta hai wo bhi na tha pyar
ke aaj uske jane ka gum bhi nahi

kisse sunkar aajkal dar lagne lagta hai
wo masimiyat, wo yar talab dil
ab muzmein kanhi nahi

wo pyara sa dil ab muzmein kanhi nahi.

Sandip

Praise...

koi bas kyun nahi chalta hai halaat pe
lakho koshishe hajaro khwaishe
dono ta-umra sathi ho jaise
kaise aur tere dar pe sajda kare
ke koi to jawab hasil ho apne sawal pe.

Sandip

Valentine

You are not here this valentine
this time I broke the strings
and I didnt sing
cause you are not here this valentine

I didnt sleep whole night
waited till sunshine
but the bell didn't ring
cause you are not here this valentine

Those moment we're together
are day dreams that I dream all the night
ohh' these nights are killing
cause you are not here this valentine

you are not here ....

Sandip

It made me worse

Brought up on hills
Lived around trees
All over the life
Till dreams flew me
To your place

I had those eyes
Innocent toys
Shy to stare
Beauty of bold bees

I followed heart
That followed you
A symbol of love
My bible of joy

You took me
To moon and stars
Night like pears
Days were like flowers

You showed me hope
The life and the love
Feelings unbound
And dreams beyond

Then one day
You took them away
Scratched my heart
Tore it apart

I lost trust in you
In love in fate
In whole and
In everything great

I live like
I have a curse
I was better before
Your love made me worse

Yes, it made me worse.

Sandip

Ye tum ho...ye mai hun

Kuchh alfaz band hai hoto kee kaid mein
Jo naa sune ho to hi behtar hai
Yun to muzse khas hi hai sabhi
Par sab naquab posh hai

Chhupa rakha hai tumne
Apne gunaho ko bhale jamane se
Masum bana rakhi hai muskan fir bhi
Meri nazar mein tum be-naquab ho.

Khun khun se nahi milta hai yanha
fir hum aur tum kya bat hai
Kuchh farq laal mein bhi hai
Jo sirf tumhe nazar aata hai.

Koi shikayat nahi rakhta mai
Meri nazar mein tum kya ho
Mere deewan ka ek panna ho
Aaj likha hai,jo fir na padhu kabhi

Mere manzil alag hai, alag hai
Mere raste bhi, bahar aana kabhi
Ees weham ki jindagee se
Fir bat karege hakikat kee.

Wo hakikat jo na dekhee hai
Na sikhi hai tunmne peero se fakirose
Na apne walidose, jo samze to
Meher janana uska warna
Raho bejan ees jamanese

Sandip

Solo Performer

Always I have been
a solo performer
On the stage of my life
I walked alone
I struggled to be a human
still alone

I joined those teenagers
who enjoyed in their
parent's car
I sat with them
but looking out window amongst
loud music

I joined those college guys
who sat in shade to stare
each girl and I still
sat on a bike
waiting for a special
appearance

I joined professionals
who talked about daily lives
and I still ate my plate
very unnoticed

I talked to everyone
to be a part of human industry
but all reacted
I am different

I searched someone
to share my last night dream
but there was no one
after her wedding
she too was busy
in similar world

I ran to find you
all over the ground
now I wish to tell you all
what implanted in me
I dreamed you ohh God
but I am still running
to find you
to tell you I am always
a solo performer.

sandip...

Mee

Sabhya mhanti kuni
Kuni mhanti belagam
Malach thauk nahi
Kase maze kam
Ti najuk shee mulgee
Hasate baghun mala
Pan tila hi thauk
Mi tar vara bebhan
Mi hi nahi samjavat tila
Mi kasa manat
Kase dhakhvayche man
Je aahe malach ajan
Kitee kahi dadley ya jivat
Hoth ughadle maze
Tar ratr padel lahan
Pan aaikaych kunala?
Saglech aahet eethe vidvan.

Sandip

Naseeb

Kitnee hi karvate badle hai ratoko
Tanha lamhe, surkh sapne,
Waqt jaise dhul ki chadar
Odhe hua soya hua koi arman,
Kitnee bhi koshish kare
Nind jiskee hai maut ke saye mein,
Bejan har waqt har pal hai
Jiska naseeb aaisi ek khwaish hun.
Soya hai jiska naseeb aasi ek rat hun.

world forgot me too!

no matter how close we're
we woke up together
we walked together
to strengthen our leg
in foggy morning

we dressed up and had cofee
and worked ,though distant
but together, and I was always
aware what are you wearing

we talked and talked unknowingly
to realize in the evening we have
some work pending and then we
are apart till few hours counting

we shared every moment
every happiness and tear
and today I doubt
if you are hearing

where have you gone?
You eluded, in world
Separate from me always
Forgetful and scaring

Though I don’t need anyone
And always I was the same
But days were good
When we were caring

sandip

Blind

I walk on this seaface
I can hear his whispers

I can feel shine
on half face

wind trying to tell me
about the crowd

the kids around me
and happy couple's grace

I can hear sounds
of distant streamers

my hand can feel
touch of unknown scarf

but un worried about
finding a 'you'
my feet know my path

I walk this seaface
for nosake, no fate
cause I see only dark

sandip

Haa divas Asa

Mazya premat he kshan apure nah tula?
mhanunach mee asa, ratran divas tuzya
galyachi mal, papnya tuzya dolyanchya,
sparsh tuzya romchadancha, sugandha
tuzya shwasancha

Mazya sparshat hee ratra apuree nah tula?
tuzyach sathi mag ha thava meghancha,
ha gar vara madanacha, lala tya ravicha
bhijlelya meghat lapun baslelya,
thand mau saree ya pavsachya,
tuzyach sathi ha divas ratrichya
kushit nijlela.

Sandip

More than Love

More than happiness
and dreams that I fed
for years and years,

More than sweet moments
that I spent in your arms
in breeze of your fragrance,

More than the nights spent
talking hours over phone
with good night kisses,

More than my life
more than my desires
more than love
I loved you...

Sandip...

Cursed

When I wake up every morning
shadows cry on my shoulder
asking me to die as if
this light has never been for me,

Each moment in the day
passes like hell
as if word has always been
a jail for me,

I surrendered so many times
to the good and that only seems
like a statue with his hand
on his ear to me,

I asked my angel
what did I do?
did I kill the preacher?
though unanswered
she too left me.

I ask you ohh God
who did this?
who created hell?
did someone curse me?

Sandip...

swatahashee kitee bolave

swatahashee kitee bolave
papnyanchya aatle jag
bas nihalat basave
Athavanee shalechya
bheti priyechya
sagle ektyanich smarave
swatahashee kitee bolave
aandhlya premachi swapne
ji utvavi lagtat roj
kamachya ozya khaluni
tyanna kitee santvan dyave
swatahashee kitee bolave
manacha gondhal, dadpad
kunee aapla shodhnyasathi
ya shodhat kitee
varshe galvave
swatahashee kitee bolave

Sandip

Vehamm

vehamm kitne mere aaspas hote hai
kabhi khwab kabhi khayal
kabhi ehsas hote hai

kisi kinare se lagi kashti ki tarah
jindagi tham jati hai
lehro ke thapede bhi fir
dard de jate hai

chaand ki thandak na suhati hai
na taro ke aanchal bhate hai
ugate suraj ki kirne bhi
jahal hoti hai

waqt kitni berahemi se
bass badalta raha hai
kabhi socha nahi usne
ess badlav me
kitne apne chhut jate hai

Sandip...

My love is safe...

love so deep
flowing in blood
that made it red
and my heart pink

it oozes a li'l
sometimes colorless
though from the wounds
of my eyes

dreams of dreamed future
filling emptyness
all around with
known whispers
that arent mine

Is love so safe?
in His hands that
it filled the heart
but not the life

Sandip…

Night

Few more hours to go!

and the day would be gone

noises on street will sleep

under blanket of darkness

leaving me awake

under the crowded sky

ghosts of thoughts

will circle over earth

mocking and teasing

my every non-move

grey clouds only

then will cover them up

and i will lay unconcious

till the bell rings...

the morning has come

to say an another night

full of light has begun.

Sandip...

Strength of a looser's mind

The swollen and wounded memories faded
To reveal me the strength covered under sadness
The strength to beat the devil inside
Or to overpower him to work for goodness
Somber in my eyes is not the one you had known
It’s the pride now to know my self
Not merely for essence
But for the sake of it's wholeness

jakhmm

Sukun bas eetna mile ke
Dil tuzse bekhabar rahe

Teri aabadiyon mein kush rahe
Par apne gam ka bhi khayal rahe

Aate jate salaam ho kabhi to
Ham dost the eetna to tuze yad rahe

Waqt sathi nahi tha mera
Na mai apne hosh me tha

Aab jab dil tutne ka mausam aaya hai
Behatar hai jakhmoke liye koi marham rahe

Sandip...

I am back

I'd lost the pleasure
Being far away from
The goodness

I'd lost the dark days
And the bright nights
In glasses of madness

I'd lost those shoulders
Who were smoking
Moonlight on my face

I'd lost my world
Where only kind of us
Stay, which are known
For badness

I am coming back
In my world-
My world of lushness

Sandip...

I do belong to heaven!

The dreamland's frozen
and chilling cold is killing now
those red leaves burried
never to free again
never to dream again

no more playing in
ocean of hopes
rather fake hopes
never to cheat again
never to ruin again

all the world is lost
between the heaven
and the hell
and my soul knows
the both well

why do they sit in good
and I in bad
do they all came from heaven
and do you think this
sweet heart belonged
to hell?

Sandip...

Ishq!

Dekhkar tume hi to yankin hota hai
Wo tarashta hoga har hirey ko
Kisime apni sachhai
Kisime apni takad
Kisime apni masumiyat
Sajata hoga

Dekhkar tumhe hi to yakin hota hai
Ke dil kis kadar pighalta hoga
Kabhi aankhose
Kabhi aahose
Kabhi harfo se
Apna haal
bayan karta hoga

Sandip...

Am I still alone?

Am I still alone?
The wings of my angel swung on my head
We both love the sweetness of emptiness
She talks to me when my mind is empty
She knows when I think about you
And I can sense the silence now
She knows you not being mine
But she will watch me
Till I return to her
Because she knows I am all alone
I am going to be all alone…

Sandip

suno! dhadkane...

sanzh dhale chand utare hai holey holey
tere kadmo ke nishan ko ye dil rah boley

kitni khushbu mehke hai ghani ghataonse
behte pani se maan tere sath sath chale

kya ye dhadkane kanoko tere chhu rahi thi
jab pehli bar yun tumse ham miley....

Sandip

Muskurao!

fulo se muskurake chal dete ho
rate kat jati hai din kat jate
intezar mein, baharo ki taraah lekin
baras mein ek bar hi nazar aate ho

titliyan bhi rehti hai fulo ke aaspas
jo bahar na ho to unhe
kis bharose chhod jate ho

ek bas pal bhar ka takkalluf hai aapko
har subah ek bar hi to muskurana hai
kyun ke aapki hansi sara din muskurane ka
bahana hai ...

Sandip

Dil ki bat

tanha apne ko na paya kabhi
tumse milne ke bad
mehrba rehti hai kismat bhi kabhi
ees kadar ke bas kashti lekar nikal pade
bich samundar mein fir bhi
mazi mil jayega ye pata na tha

Sandip

ka hastes?

jhunzne roj manashi

aaplich olakh patavnya sathi

mee asa ki tasa, ki tuzya sarkha?

nikhal maitri manat datun

tithech gudmarte

tarihi mazya pathchi kali chaya

mazyach chehryavar diste

swapna lahan sari mazi

mojki don hath labun tari

ti bolavi kadhi

pan manachya dolyanna

ti pazar deun jate

manapasun nasata te

tari hi ek hasu devun jate

ka hastes mulee?

sandip

palake

kitna kuchh rakhta hai waqt palako me apnee
ek palak zapki aur tum samne aaye
ek anjan se par apnese

kabhi dur jaise ke muze dekha hi nahi tha
kabhi pass etne jaise mai tumara hi tha

pehli bar wo muskurana muze dekhkar
pehla wo ehsas tere othose apna nam sunkar

pehli bar sath guzre char pal
pehli bar jana kaise hothe hai hasin pal
kash aur ho aise pal waqt ki palako mein....

Sandip

dost kanhu tujhe?

dost kanhu tujhe?
ek janam hi to dosti nibhana hai

aaj khwaish bas etnihi rakhta hun
aapne gam ko chupaye ek bar tujhko hasana hai

chand mulakato ka bahana hai fir
tujhe kanhi aur,mujhe kanhi aur jana hai

tum

Zindagi se behtar vo tanhai
tanhai se behtar teri yaden
yadon se behtar sath guzre lamhe
lamhonse behtar tere sath ki aarzoo
aarzoo se behtar ho tuummm

sandip

me

I am here, I am there
but no where, I am the soul
though just an illusion,
just a breeze, I am the whole
sometimes searching the fate
sometimes ready with it to bet
a looser somewhere with an urge
to reborn from ash pit
alone in the midst
enjoying the heat
which destroy all but not me
cause I am a human
"the true child of goddess"
Sandip

I love you too

deep inside heart ,
buds of sweet memories cultivate ,
flowers of your smile ,
fragrance of your breath
shiny dews like " your eyes"
how am i gonna forget.
I will love you till I die ,
and then my soul will dissolve
in my soul mate ..
and you know that's you only .............

sandip

I love you

dense clouds faded

fairy footsteps are visible now

on my heart,

I can see me as complete human

a complete man

when I can see myself clear

in your eyes,

I can see world is beautiful now

sea innate in sky

and earth breathing

your fragrance,

I can see life's more beautiful

and you are prettier

as long as I love you

Choo lun?

holay holay mai par tere sapno ke choo lun
jin aasmano ki pari ho tum kuchh pal mai bhi vanha reh lun
hava ho tum aur mai katraa, Aitrajh kyun ho eetna fir tumhe
gar sath tere mai bhi aasman chuu lun
Sandip

The happiest man

Is the one whom you love

Whom in the morning you first talk

Whom you take for evening walk

Who can listen you humming with bath

Who can touch wet hairs in scarf

The happiest man is the one

Who sleeps in your arms

Who breaths in your dreams

With his fingers in your hairs

Those words you speak in his ears

The happiest man is the one

Whom you wake up in the morning

With your lips cause I can feel

I would have been the happiest

If I would have been Him...The happiest Man

Chidka beeba

char divsacha rag tuza
char divsache rusne
manat jari mi
tari malach dur thevne
mag vinakran haq tujhi
visrun te bhandne

Ohh Angel!

heaven been seen once
when our eyes met
sweet smile over pink lips
and soft blink at my sight

I spend night at window
you take off my dreams away
those stars laugh at me
and says "she is yours"no-way

still I have faith in you
you will come again
to be mine forever
just mine angel............

Khel

pahtes kadhi, kadhi najar chukavtes
savlee baghun ka maan firvates?
kalale sare nakhare tuze
bholya manala ugach bhulvates
kalale aata faqt khelates
janun mala chalates
rahvena tujveena tehi kalate tula
ek hasu denehi nahi kabul
mhanun roj wat badaltes

Sakhi

gojrya galachi,
mojkya bolachi,
lajrya dolyachi,
ashi mazi sakhi
lakh molachi

tu faqt tu

sarkhe sarkhe
he chidne tuze
jase najuk ful umalalele
mohak to rag tuzya galanvar
ni tu nighun gelyavar
te shabd tu putputlele

Ajinkya

sarata sarata ek shwas urla hota
vikhurle hote maze jag
pan ya hatat hi thoda tran hota
etke sahaj navte punha
ubhe karne rajya manache
pan tya manat hi ek thoka urla hota!